Choosing (for Java)

I can have

What I want

I can’t have

Everything I want

Choosing really hurts

I forgot that

It hurts badly

Causing me not

To choose to

Delay my choice

But delaying choice

Only causes corruption

Instead of flying

Towards one abandonedly

I sour both

Choose I must

Choose I will

If I don’t

Choose you it’s

Only because I

Want to remember

The sweet you

Not the you

I made you

Into by not