Lamentations

Heavenly Father my Creator 
I was not created 
In Your divine image 
I am woefully imperfect 
Immoral and selfishly unjust 
I take and accuse 
Blame and turn away 
From those in need 
I don’t deserve forgiveness 
I do deserve damnation 
So why why do 
You deny my desire 
To exit this hellscape
And make my ethereal 
Way to real Hell
Because He said you’re 
Already there I put 
The bottom beneath everything 
For a simple reason 
For everything looks like
Heaven from down there