ikr

I have lost everything 
so often that I 
am now convinced that 
I’ve never had anything 
And with every failure 
and with every loss 
of everything had before
the only constant thing 
has ever been me
Perhaps I’m the cause 
perhaps I’m the reason 
definitely I’m to blame 
but with every failure 
I am confidently one 
more step to getting 
whatever it is right