It’sNotThat (for Jontee)

~ Harlan Didrickson 

It’s not that 
that we do
that I care
about or even 
when or why
that ever matters 
it’s the before 
and the after 
that matters most 
to me for 
the before is 
known as desire
for something better 
and the after 
is a sigh
knowing just that